Ed told me, the last wednesday, that he had a dream where we both were angry each other and when the dream finished him felt sad. When he told me that I felt like i'm dying cause, nobody knows, soon will be like his dream and everything will be over.
I feel sad and I can't explain with words cause it's really hard and both we're worried about this situation. I hate myself and everything that I doing in this fucking moment, I want to talk with him about this but, it's too difficult and I want to cry when I try. I don't know what to do.
I really love him in a way that I never loved anyone else and I never won't love him, cause Ed became part of my life when he came.
I feel sad and I can't explain with words cause it's really hard and both we're worried about this situation. I hate myself and everything that I doing in this fucking moment, I want to talk with him about this but, it's too difficult and I want to cry when I try. I don't know what to do.
I really love him in a way that I never loved anyone else and I never won't love him, cause Ed became part of my life when he came.
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