Where's the sadness?

Where's the sadness? my mind says the sadness is gone, but I don't believe it. Some weeks ago I felt sad more or less like november, really, even with the notice of monday I feel happiness so it's incredible. I miss the sadness for drawing or painting and yes I know that is estupid, but that's my kind of work.

These days I feel really good because he says that loves me and he help me to be fine; I feel stupid because I feel in love hahahaha I don't wanna feel in love, but is sweet that feeling and I wanna enjoying. I know my mind it's contradictory.

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so it was that...